I haven't written.
You missed a lot.
And some of it was really good.
He feels so far away. Like as soon as we started dating...everything just crashed and burned.
Maybe it's because I expected the clouds to part...
I don't even know.
Annnnnd, I don't know what to do about it.
I just want him to be here. To listen to me. To hold my hand.
But, I can't even tell him. Why can't I just open my mouth and tell him????
