cranberry sauce.

I don't know why he doesn't say her name.

I don't know why he wouldn't say her name.

Sometimes, I wish I could just crawl through some people's brain.
Mind read. I've always wanted that gift. People say it's a wish I'd regret...but I know I wouldn't.

I'd rather hear the ugliest of truths than a pretty lie.

But that's just me.

Christmas Time

I'm so glad we've met.

Lights

I remember two Christmas's ago.

I was with you.

Except, you were mad at me. haha
You were always mad at me.

But I remember being so happy. Absolutely content.

I just loved walking with you, in the middle of the night, when all the houses were lit with Christmas time.

<3

Bleh

I hate being compared. I mean, it's bad enough when I do it to myself...but when you compare me...

it just hurts.


I wish you knew how my heart has been feeling lately. I mean you ask how I am doing and then you don't even wait for an answer.

Can't you see that I'm breaking? Can't you see past this smile?

Oh Lord, I wish I could fall apart. I wish these hidden tears would pour out.
But I'm too numb. I don't feel anything anymore.

if i ever...

If i ever one day have a husband...he will be one of the most luckiest men in the world.

not because he'll have me...but because God knows i can't handle the slightest sorrow.



I am a "get out of jail free" card to those i deeply love.

.

Yes, my feelings are real.

But that does not necessarily mean they are not lying to me.


TRUE FACT.

It's hovering...

Heavenly Father, It's hovering over me.

I'm burdened.

But I'm not going to pray for You to take me out of this time of trial. Because maybe, just maybe, it is what i need.

All i ask is that You continue to give me the strength to keep trusting and praising Your name.


Amen.