I really had some low days earlier this week.
And, I can happily report I am doing a lot better.
On Wednesday I decided that I was done-zo. So when he texted me on Thursday, I was short and to the point. I even left him behind in Mockingjay.
But, he seeeeemed...aware...of my change in attitude.
And he ended up asking me to a movie tomorrow, which was exactly what my heart needed.
But, I've been praying about us a lot more and the Lord has given me peace.
I can't let my whole mood depend on him...
It isn't fair for anyone.
But the Lord also reminded me that he just got out of a relationship and it's wrong for me to ask for his heart when it probably hasn't even fully healed yet. I made a point about not wanting to be the rebound girl, but I've acted hypocritical by wanting him to give me some kind of commitment.
Soooooo, I am satisfied with where we are now...it's not where I want to be forever but I think it's good for both of us.
I just want to keep this steady pace up and hopefully by June...July...we'll both be able to see where we want to be and what we want in our futures.
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